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I hate Miranda Crosgrove.
'Kissin U' is a song that would be played in the bottomless pits of hell. The song is the antichrist. Why are you such a stalker little Mir?? You talk in your interviews that the person you wrote about it knows. He probably will never ever talk to you and most definitely NOT kiss you again..
"I've never felt anything like this, your makin me open up........kinda feels like it's love.. blah blah"
Its a FUCKING kiss.. its not like your getting felt up or anything. Whore.

(Notice that I wrote this right after my deep spheel about my sad ass friendless life?? Well then I realized.. SHIT I need to be a bitch so I can finally breathe again~~~*~*its like KisSIN U)

Feel free to un'follow' to me whenever you'd like.. OH WAIT..I only have three....



(So you can see what I'm talking about and feel the blood come out of your ears.....if the blood doesn't happen yet.. it will later when it gets stuck in your head and your singing yourself to sleep to this damn ass song)

not a h8er..

I've decided to stop doing JUST posts I hate... I really do hate a lot of things but there are certain things in life that I do enjoy and I would like to share them with you. Or I can actually use this damned ass blog to say things I wouldn't usually ever admit to myself or say.. I am a person with so many thoughts...I think a lot and I never know how to convey what I really want to say. I am.. what is called.. a 'mumbler'.  I mumble because my thoughts aren't clear.. I try to come off as confident but alas I end up face first in the dirt.  I have a lame nervous laugh too.. heh ehh huhh huhh hee. My mother has told me multiple times to stop doing 'pity laughs'...I think its just because nobody is ever funny anymore. How many times do I have to hear jokes that has come out of a movie or a Youtube video? (I do like the dramatic beaver video...a lot..) Personally, I enjoy the dead baby jokes. They get me every time. I don't know why because they fit in the category as unoriginal, grotesque, and pretty crude..and now I've realized that every single adjective I just used.. most people would use those words to describe me. Oh crap.
I came back from Lasallian Student Leaders camp in Moraga, CA a couple days ago. I realized how I enjoyed it more last year.. it was so good to come back home to familiarity and my own bed. Everyone there has such a 'go-getter' attitude. I strive to fit in. I didn't have the right attitude coming in and that means I won't have the right attitude coming out of it. I just put on my paper bag and sit quietly. I sit quietly with a mind filled with thoughts... mostly crude thoughts, don't you little ones worry! (hee hee)
I used to be different. I used to be really good at making new friends and conversating. (This isnt a word.. I'm aware. Thanks) I've become more quiet and quiet as the days grow longer. My friends start to disperse, grow, and start to figure out what they want in life.. I am still left behind and don't know what the fuck I want.
What friends you ask? (I'm not offended) Yes yes.. Jesi (ME) has friends. I just wish I could connect with more people on a deeper level..I hate feeling like I'm the only one doing the work. Everyone else around me has everyone they need.. This is why I cherish the friends that I do have.. and do give me attention (that I goddamn do deserve... right??!?!?) Wah wah wah


Gee, now I'm probably going to loose many viewers for writing stuff that doesn't pertain to being a huge bitch.

And now you are all nodding your heads...

;)

Til next time.. h8 you l8er

Yarble darble marble

Lets talk about ice cream treats!

 

I want to f the shit out of this malt cup. So good..

This makes me really upset, honestly REALLY upset. I used to get these as a kid, but what the fuck. It doesn't even look like spongebob! Yes he has bubble gum eyes..(the only plus..) but LOOK AT HIS GODDAMN TEETH OKAY. He doesn't wear red shorts either, where is his tye!?! AND WHY ISNT THERE A PATRICK POPSICLE! According to the news, spongebob is supposed to turn kids gay..  this means if you eat it, you'll probably turn homosexual too! Goodie!